What's with me nowadays? I feel like I'm neglected and neglecting everyone, including my friends.
What's with me nowadays? I don't feel like I'm the same person.
What's with me nowadays? No smile.
I don't know what's wrong with me nowadays. I'm acting all different, even to my beloved parents. I crossed the line. Too far, too rude, too much, too tired. I wanna know what's wrong with me. There must be something, someone out there, making me like this. I'm always in a bad mood. I have this insecure feeling. I get scared easily and I don't talk much with my best friends. I'm changing,
INTO A BAD PERSON.
What's into you, Falisya Suraya? You're different today and tomorrow. You might want to give me a good reason. Cause I don't take crappy reasons. Give me a logic reason why you're like this. I shout at people, I get angry easily, I even scold my mum everyday. Ah, what's up with me?
I need to know why, right here, right now.
Or maybe, I'm just alone now. That's why I'm acting all weird. Maybe I need a best friend that can comfort me, be there for me in my time in need and save me from problems. Maybe that's why I'm acting all different. I'm not the person I am today. Cures?
Yes, Best Friend will cure me. I need a friend, that truly loves me for who I am, not from where I come from. Those peoples who cares about "looks" are just so fucked up man. Those kinds of things won't make your friendship better okay? You hear that? So, be my friend if you love me FOR WHO I AM. Not from where I come from.
Well, 3 more months Falisya and that's it. You'll have your best friend back. You know what I mean by that right?
Awani will be coming home. She's coming home, she's coming home. Tell the world she's coming home. Let the rain, wash away, all the pain of yesterday. I just love that song. It sometimes reminds me of my brother, who's now studying. Abang Faiz, I miss you bro. When are you coming back? Never? Wow great. Since you have your girlfriend there. Pfft --" I hope you have a good time there. I miss you loads here. I miss your jokes, your funny stuff and other stuffs. I'm out of ideas on what to write.
Yeah, this post is just a short post from me. I love you all xx Bye :)