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Perlis.

Hey people. So, I'm gonna tell you what happened to me last 2 days. I went to my favorite place. Perlis! You know I'm in love with that place right? The thing I love about Perlis is that you can get a real unwasted life there. You can learn about real "life" you know that? You won't feel like going on Facebook or even Tumblr. All you will do is play, play, play.

Fun right? Yes, it is fun.

Anyways, I went there last 2 days. We arrived there late at night because before going there, we decided to stay in a hotel but all the hotels were full. Duh, it's holiday. Of course it will be full. So, we decided to stay at my cousin's house in Behor Lateh. My all time favorite place.

So, we arrived there and chit chatted about how things going on around here? How's my friends? How's him? ;) Well, shut up. I have my moments you know? Haha. Anyways, they were all shocked 'cause I was wearing braces. They were all like "Whoa. Where did you get that from? What's that on your teeth? Oh, you're wearing a gate on your teeth." Sorry, I don't get that last one at all. I know you don't get it too right? We all don't. Let's cry! Anyways, I was thrilled that my other cousins were here too! So, the house were crowded with laughters. It was just fun. Finally, I feel comfortable and finally, I'm on my holiday.

Anyways, me and my cousins decided to hang tomorrow, in the morning. There will be a "nad" tomorrow. I don't know how to spell that and I don't know how to translate it to English. Yeah, so before sleeping, we watched ghosts movies and comedy movies. Damn, it was scary & funny! My girl cousin nearly jumped when there's a part where the ghost was crawling on the floor. It was scary as hell. I can't imagine me crawling on the floor to the music "On The Floor".

After watching the movies, my cousin found this ball that had a hole underneath it. Guess what we did? WE MADE IT SOUND LIKE A FART AT NIGHT. My dad actually believed that I farted. Yeah dad. I fart loud. Louder than yours. Told ya I'm way better. In the end, we slept at 4 in the morning. AWESOME!

Next Morning.

Weird. I woke up at 8 in the morning. So, slept for only 4 hours? Wow. And I don't have any migraine? Double wow. Gosh, I'm so cool. Nah, I'm just joking :) Anyways, we all went for a shower and guess what happened? We went to that "nad" pasar pagi. Just like what I said just now. And again, sorry. I don't know how to spell it and translate it to English. Thanks. My guy cousin brought his guy friend. Rawr he was so hot but sadly, he's only 13. I'd be damn you guys. He's tall and he runs fast. I drooled so bad. Back to reality.

I went there with my girl cousin. Thank god she's there. If not, I'll be the only girl there. I bet it's so awkward, I can die. Plus, with "him" all around. So, we walked around. It was so boring. All I bought was a drink. I got nothing better to do. My cousin showed me his friend's little brother. Actually, I knew him a long time ago. I went to Perlis last year and I met his little brother, not him. His little brother was cute too. No wonder his big brother's so hot. Guess what? His little brother is only 12. Dumb ass.

BACK TO THE STORY.
We went back feeling all bored and nothing else, we hung out outside. Racing bikes, running, shouting, playing on the play ground like crazy people non-stop. It's like we're high on sugar or something. I didn't eat at all and I didn't feel hungry at all. I don't know what has gotten into me. We play non-stop I tell you. From morning 'till at late midnight.

Phew, then, I had to go back which I don't want too! My other cousin decided to go back today. On Monday. So, I asked my mum whether I can go back with them but sadly, I can't because my mum will be alone in her house without me or my dad. Because my dad will probably go to work. So, yeah my mum does have a point.

Imagine what will I be doing right in Perlis if I'm not here? :(


Watching movies with your mum.

This is weird. I feel like updating this blog. Starting from now, I'm gonna update my blog whenever something special happens everyday. Oh, but not everyday because you know? I might not go online sometimes. Yeah.

So, today. What happened?
Oh nothing happened today. I just I'll just tell you what happened yesterday :)

I went watching movies with my mum yesterday. We went watching
X-Men: First Class. It was cool! It shows us the beginning of the Mutan's revolution or something. I understood the story line but I can't explain to you. It's because that movie is just too awesome. I wanna watch it again, with my brothers. I bet it will be awesome with my brothers sitting beside me, asking me questions, throwing popcorn at people. Don't forget! I realized that most of the actors were hot! There were James McAvoy, Michael Fassbander, Bill Milner (his part was little but still, he was really tall), Nicholas Hoult, Caleb Landry Jones (the red headed dude. He was so cute. I don't know why I just love red headed boys) and last but not least, Lucas Till. I know ya'll know him right? He won't.

Guess who I saw in the cinema? Syafiah Nizam. Yeah,
it's a surprise. Well, it wasn't actually. We met outside when I was queuing up to buy the tickets. I saw this little girl who I find familiar. Then, it turned out to be her! I still can't forget her "Omg it's you" face. Hilarious. I didn't know she was watching the same thing as I go and the best part is that, she sat beside me! God, she won't shut up. It was really funny you know? When there's a Lucas Till scene, she'll be like "Oh my god. He is hot!" Man, it was hilarious.

But overall, the movie was superb. Superb indeed.

After watching the movie, we went shopping. I told my mum I wanna buy a ring because wearing a ring happens to be cool. So, we went looking for "the right" ring. It's funny you know? We look like two desperate people looking for rings. You should have been there. We went to every store that sells rings and finally, I found the perfect ring. I bought it from Forever 21 :) Too bad. I'm 14.

I guess that's just it then huh? I hope you had fun reading my boring post. Well, it's always boring. Can't blame me, blame the fingers.

From the left : Caleb Landry Jones, Bill Milner & Nicholas Hoult.

Bye xx


Braces. Cody Simpson. Songs. Elton John. Nostrils.

Hello there earthlings.

It's been a long time I didn't update this blog. I'm just busy, so not. I'm just lazy you know? It's weird. Being lazy during holidays. Now, that's just weird. I don't even know why we students even looked forward to holidays anyways? Ok now I'm hungry. I want food. Ah, I can't eat you know? I changed my braces. No no, not braces braces. I can't explain. I wore a new steel in my braces, to make it tighter. Geddit? Just get it already. lol

I walled with Awani just now. Gosh how much I miss her :) Can't wait for you to land in Malaysia. I'm gonna be waiting for you at the airport alright? But if it's early, then we'll see about that okay? 'Cause maybe I'll be snoring at that time and dreaming and drooling because dreaming of guys hugging me and..Ok this is 18 and above. So, you just gotta stop reading okay? Thanks.

Oh it's 1:17 am.
What the kiwis? It's one:seventeen in the morning? Holy crabs. Nvm it's holidays! *Jumps up and down*

I'm now listening to Cody Simpson. I'm like seriously addicted to him. He is like, so cute! Yeah, I'm in love with him when I first heard him on Youtube. I can't remember how I can actually hear his songs. Weird right? He brainwashed me :P I don't mind. Wow, I'm so desperate. Before listening to his songs, I was hearing this song called "Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word" by Elton John.

You guys should hear that song :) It's a great song you know? Well, give it to your ex girlfriends, boys! Give it to your ex boyfriends, girls! Now now. Before it's too late. Yeah you guys got swag. Oh that picture below is Cody Simpson <3>





Photo Courtesy: funkyfairy


I think I should never fall for you. After what you did to me when we were a couple. I know it's wrong letting this out but I think, I'm in love with you all over again. And I feel guilty going it because it's your fault we're not together today. So, why should I love you? Maybe because you're so nice to me all the time and after breaking up with you, you never change. You're still the old you. I'm impressed. At least, you're not trying to be like someone you're not right? What we had the other day was so cool. I wished it would never end but yeah, beginnings always have their endings right? I can't stop thinking of you. You said you're gonna text me and guess what? I hold my phone 24/7 yesterday. Nothing came up. It's just texts from my friends.

I'm falling in love with the wrong person.

Bye.

I am bored. And I think I'm the love guru.


Hey people. Yeah, I'm tired of being tired. Cool right? I am so bored right now. I don't know what to do at this very morning. It's 3:48 AM right now and what should I do at this very time? Tumblring? Blogging? (Which I am right now) Facebooking? I am right now. Ah, what should I do at this very time? Search for cool songs? I just did. Play some cool awesome yet lame online games? I did, just now, about 3 seconds ago. Haha.

So yeah, I still can't get over that incident. It's haunting my mind like I killed that person and his/her soul is haunting me right now. Yeah, I'm having that kind of feeling. I feel so guilty doing it. Should I accept? Well, it depends if I love him. Well, I do love him. I mean he's one of the nicest guy I've met. One of the guy that accepts me for who I am and be there for me in my time in need. He is like my guy best friend. Maybe that's why I didn't accept his proposal. I think I don't want to spoil our relationship. Because when you're in a relationship with your guy best friend, it will be so awkward. Plus, if they break up, I'm pretty sure they won't talk to each other. Well, duh. It will be awkward :)

I love to stay just friends because staying just friends won't spoil any relationship we're having. And that is, One Strong Friendship. Now I can get the fact straight here. I didn't accept you as my boyfriend because I want you to be my guy best friend. To be there for me in my time in need. Having you as my best friend is enough for me, even though I have a crush on you. Besides, crushes don't last long. Your crush towards me is sure going to wear off. Trust me :) You're gonna find a new crush, stick with her and propose to her. Just like what you did to me. And that girl will be lucky having you as her boyfriend. Finally, you'll have your true one.

Speaking of true one. How can we know whether that guy is our "One"?

1. Notice the way he looks at you.
2. Ask yourself if he's interested on getting to know you.
3. Do what's right by you. In other words, being goody-two-shoes in front of you. Haha.

Those stuffs up there is stuffs that I found on the internet. Now, what I'm about to write is MY opinions.

1. He calls you every night.
2. Ask you out even though he lied to you by telling you it's just a friend-to-friend date. Nothing else. He's lying though :)
3. Asking your friends about you, a lot.
4. Asking you weird questions like "You single?" "Ever thinking of having a boyfriend?" "What kind of a boy do you prefer?" Yeah, it's pretty obviously. One of the obvious things in here.
5. Making eye contact with you.
6. Avoiding all the pretty girls and talking to you :)
7. Calling you pretty even though you're messy.

Well, there's a lot more popping in my head but I'm too tired to type.
Damn! Look at how many minutes I spent on this post. It is now literally 4:06 AM. Okay readers. You heard it from me.

Yours Truly,
Falicious.

I'm sorry Uwais.

Dear Uwais,

First, I want to apologize to you. I feel bad for doing this to you. I know how you feel after I told you that. I know it hurts so bad. I've bee through all this stuff. Yes, it hurts a lot than you can think. It hurts a million times. I didn't mean to do this to you. I love you, I really do. It's just that, we're too young for love and I don't want to face another break up. I can't handle myself no more. It hurts too much. When I'm ready, I'll tell you :) and you don't need to wait for me, Uwais. I'm not asking you too. You'll get bored of me. Trust me. I hope we can still be friends, after that "incident" happened.

Bye.