Hey people. Yeah, I'm tired of being tired. Cool right? I am so bored right now. I don't know what to do at this very morning. It's 3:48 AM right now and what should I do at this very time? Tumblring? Blogging? (Which I am right now) Facebooking? I am right now. Ah, what should I do at this very time? Search for cool songs? I just did. Play some cool awesome yet lame online games? I did, just now, about 3 seconds ago. Haha.
So yeah, I still can't get over that incident. It's haunting my mind like I killed that person and his/her soul is haunting me right now. Yeah, I'm having that kind of feeling. I feel so guilty doing it. Should I accept? Well, it depends if I love him. Well, I do love him. I mean he's one of the nicest guy I've met. One of the guy that accepts me for who I am and be there for me in my time in need. He is like my guy best friend. Maybe that's why I didn't accept his proposal. I think I don't want to spoil our relationship. Because when you're in a relationship with your guy best friend, it will be so awkward. Plus, if they break up, I'm pretty sure they won't talk to each other. Well, duh. It will be awkward :)
I love to stay just friends because staying just friends won't spoil any relationship we're having. And that is, One Strong Friendship. Now I can get the fact straight here. I didn't accept you as my boyfriend because I want you to be my guy best friend. To be there for me in my time in need. Having you as my best friend is enough for me, even though I have a crush on you. Besides, crushes don't last long. Your crush towards me is sure going to wear off. Trust me :) You're gonna find a new crush, stick with her and propose to her. Just like what you did to me. And that girl will be lucky having you as her boyfriend. Finally, you'll have your true one.
Speaking of true one. How can we know whether that guy is our "One"?
1. Notice the way he looks at you.
2. Ask yourself if he's interested on getting to know you.
3. Do what's right by you. In other words, being goody-two-shoes in front of you. Haha.
Those stuffs up there is stuffs that I found on the internet. Now, what I'm about to write is MY opinions.
1. He calls you every night.
2. Ask you out even though he lied to you by telling you it's just a friend-to-friend date. Nothing else. He's lying though :)
3. Asking your friends about you, a lot.
4. Asking you weird questions like "You single?" "Ever thinking of having a boyfriend?" "What kind of a boy do you prefer?" Yeah, it's pretty obviously. One of the obvious things in here.
5. Making eye contact with you.
6. Avoiding all the pretty girls and talking to you :)
7. Calling you pretty even though you're messy.
Well, there's a lot more popping in my head but I'm too tired to type.
Damn! Look at how many minutes I spent on this post. It is now literally 4:06 AM. Okay readers. You heard it from me.
Yours Truly,
Falicious.